It is 3 A.M. my time, I have been up for the past hour vomiting sick because yet again I am forced to get back on birth control to regulate my hormone levels so that I can keep my endo symptoms and pain under control. Right now I’m thinking to myself, “WOW why does my body have to be put through all this”. These past couple of weeks I was off my birth control and I thought just maybe I could get pregnant, that didnt happen… I know I wasn’t fully dedicated to getting pregnant but it’s scary to know in the back of my head that it just may never happen for me. It’s a relief I have somewhere to share my anxiety and worries about my disease, I always feel like no one takes this serious. Thank you for being my safe place.